ocar
11-14-2007, 05:51 AM
Hello,
This is my first post here, and i am glad that other people feel the same way!
I dont know if I am a TRUE hypo, but I go through STAGES!
At the begining of this year (my first attack) I went into MAJOR meltdown, I am 33 years old, female.
I went to my doctors and he put me on medication and I used to see a councellor every week. I stopped my medication (because I thought I was better - and my councelling as i thought there are other people out there who need her more than me!)
This all happened April, May June this year. I thought I was better, come November, and I have my second attack.
I dont really have a fear of DYING so much, but that I am SICK... is that the same thing?
I have worries, that i have diseases that i can pass on to my partner and make him ill. Does that make sense??
I was in a really really really BAD relationship for about 9 years, and I think alot of this stems from that. I dont know....
I have always been a worrier, its just me, but i usually worry about things like the interest rates, or when we bought our house, would we sell ours... kept me up for nights....
But this is a KILLER!
Does anyone else get the feeling that they have ants crawling under their skin when they get their panic attacks???
And just for information, I am back on the meds and booked in to see the councellor tomorrow - AGAIN!!!
This is my first post here, and i am glad that other people feel the same way!
I dont know if I am a TRUE hypo, but I go through STAGES!
At the begining of this year (my first attack) I went into MAJOR meltdown, I am 33 years old, female.
I went to my doctors and he put me on medication and I used to see a councellor every week. I stopped my medication (because I thought I was better - and my councelling as i thought there are other people out there who need her more than me!)
This all happened April, May June this year. I thought I was better, come November, and I have my second attack.
I dont really have a fear of DYING so much, but that I am SICK... is that the same thing?
I have worries, that i have diseases that i can pass on to my partner and make him ill. Does that make sense??
I was in a really really really BAD relationship for about 9 years, and I think alot of this stems from that. I dont know....
I have always been a worrier, its just me, but i usually worry about things like the interest rates, or when we bought our house, would we sell ours... kept me up for nights....
But this is a KILLER!
Does anyone else get the feeling that they have ants crawling under their skin when they get their panic attacks???
And just for information, I am back on the meds and booked in to see the councellor tomorrow - AGAIN!!!