leosurf91
11-03-2007, 03:14 AM
Hi im new to forum and this is my first post. I'm not sure if I'm looking so much for answers as I just want to write it down in a completely anonymous way. My life for the last year has been really messed up. How ever thats a long story, I want to specifically focus on my life in the last couple months.
My mom is currently homeless, with me along with her. I have a Dad but I don't necessarily like him and always feel alone since he lives 120 miles away from my usual residence. I stayed with him for 6 months, and I was constantly feeling alone and depressed. I feel best with my mom, but lately I'm most stressed out with her. Before I go on I have to briefly mention a backstory which becomes important later on. My mom is madly in love with a man, who is currently in jail for murder. At the first sounds of this, it sounds horrible but there is an explanation. This man is from a rich family in New York. The family is one of the main pot producers for the U.S. His family is also cruel. When said man was around twenty he had to do the family a service(lol reminds me of mafia) by killing someone. If he didnt, his wife(who he doesn't love) would be killed and he would have to flee the country. He did the killing in Virginia by making it look like self-defense. He started a bar fight with the man and eventually killed him. Unfortunately Virginia doen't have a self-defense clause so he was arrested. He was put in jailand had a minimum of 10 yrs(I think could have been 25 idk) but his father got him out with bail. Once out he soon learned that his mom died(who he loved dearly) and decided to leave. He knew a few people where I live and went there. He soon met my mom. Unfortunately, my mom was a friend with another man who was madly inlove wih her and ended up raping her(this was before Dale met my mom). My mom kept turning to this horrible man since my dad never giver her money and my family is dispicable to my mom and I. The man currently in jail came and was able to slightly support my mom and kept her away from the other man. However the one that raped my mom alerted them of the other man who not currently in Virginia had missed numerous court dates. The police extradited him to Virginia. My mom did not know what to do and met another man who I will give his name since this is getting confusing. His name is Rob and he is a drug dealer. He does not do drugs and is only dealing them to do a bad backstory(which since getting annoyed ith typing will not mention). He supported my mom and soon I ranaway from my dad and began to live with them. Rob could usually afford to get a hotel and if we couldn't he had a camper we could live in. This was going great until-atleast this is what I think not sure if correct-Rob thought he was my mom's boyfriend. My mom does love Rob for his intellect and some of his personalities but thinks of him as a best friend. Rob from what I can see loves my mom and thinks there sorta dating(he's actually not sure). They started to fight. Lately the fighting has been horrible. Dale(man from prison) will be out within a couple weeks and soon he will be coming back to my mom. Rob does not like this(from what I can tell). He has been getting more assholeish,(lol ot a word)and my mom has been getting more depressed. A really bad fight just happened and my mom is stuck alone in a hotel room and he's in a different one. My mom told me what was going on and I texted Rob saying it would be nice if he called her. He feels m mom dragged me into the fight and is now more annoyed. My mom is alone and sad I'm confused worried and think my family is the only place we can turn. However my family is evil so I dont know what to do. I want to help but no idea. My mom is sad ontop of her depression. My mom does have a job it is real-estate and she is amazing at it 200+k a year when not depressed. She is trying to get a car so she can get back into it but not working out. I know her like is in turmoil and it is hard for her to work but sometimes feel like she needs to get a job even if it is a waitress. I know I don't have a right to say this since it is extremely disrespectful but IDK. Oh I forgot I am currently living with a friend until my mom's life more stable. It is working out well, but I don't get to see my mom much which makes my mom and I more emotionally unstable. I think shes an excellent mom but some disagree, but I always stand up for her since she always stands up for me. She is also very sick right now, he is infected with MRSA a new form of Staph and it can b very hard to get rid of. It is very new 10 or so have died and is just now being focused on in the news. She has had it for 6 months and at several points thought she might die. BTW one thing my mom and Rob really get mad about is shutting up. My mom is stubborn and doesn't let things go, and when Rob asks for some quiet time during an argument my mom doesn't listen. I don't blame her but this is why most of their arguments escalate so high, my mom is working on it but Rob is being an asshole. Anyway your thoughts opinion etc. Oh im a highschool student BTW 11th grade.
My mom is currently homeless, with me along with her. I have a Dad but I don't necessarily like him and always feel alone since he lives 120 miles away from my usual residence. I stayed with him for 6 months, and I was constantly feeling alone and depressed. I feel best with my mom, but lately I'm most stressed out with her. Before I go on I have to briefly mention a backstory which becomes important later on. My mom is madly in love with a man, who is currently in jail for murder. At the first sounds of this, it sounds horrible but there is an explanation. This man is from a rich family in New York. The family is one of the main pot producers for the U.S. His family is also cruel. When said man was around twenty he had to do the family a service(lol reminds me of mafia) by killing someone. If he didnt, his wife(who he doesn't love) would be killed and he would have to flee the country. He did the killing in Virginia by making it look like self-defense. He started a bar fight with the man and eventually killed him. Unfortunately Virginia doen't have a self-defense clause so he was arrested. He was put in jailand had a minimum of 10 yrs(I think could have been 25 idk) but his father got him out with bail. Once out he soon learned that his mom died(who he loved dearly) and decided to leave. He knew a few people where I live and went there. He soon met my mom. Unfortunately, my mom was a friend with another man who was madly inlove wih her and ended up raping her(this was before Dale met my mom). My mom kept turning to this horrible man since my dad never giver her money and my family is dispicable to my mom and I. The man currently in jail came and was able to slightly support my mom and kept her away from the other man. However the one that raped my mom alerted them of the other man who not currently in Virginia had missed numerous court dates. The police extradited him to Virginia. My mom did not know what to do and met another man who I will give his name since this is getting confusing. His name is Rob and he is a drug dealer. He does not do drugs and is only dealing them to do a bad backstory(which since getting annoyed ith typing will not mention). He supported my mom and soon I ranaway from my dad and began to live with them. Rob could usually afford to get a hotel and if we couldn't he had a camper we could live in. This was going great until-atleast this is what I think not sure if correct-Rob thought he was my mom's boyfriend. My mom does love Rob for his intellect and some of his personalities but thinks of him as a best friend. Rob from what I can see loves my mom and thinks there sorta dating(he's actually not sure). They started to fight. Lately the fighting has been horrible. Dale(man from prison) will be out within a couple weeks and soon he will be coming back to my mom. Rob does not like this(from what I can tell). He has been getting more assholeish,(lol ot a word)and my mom has been getting more depressed. A really bad fight just happened and my mom is stuck alone in a hotel room and he's in a different one. My mom told me what was going on and I texted Rob saying it would be nice if he called her. He feels m mom dragged me into the fight and is now more annoyed. My mom is alone and sad I'm confused worried and think my family is the only place we can turn. However my family is evil so I dont know what to do. I want to help but no idea. My mom is sad ontop of her depression. My mom does have a job it is real-estate and she is amazing at it 200+k a year when not depressed. She is trying to get a car so she can get back into it but not working out. I know her like is in turmoil and it is hard for her to work but sometimes feel like she needs to get a job even if it is a waitress. I know I don't have a right to say this since it is extremely disrespectful but IDK. Oh I forgot I am currently living with a friend until my mom's life more stable. It is working out well, but I don't get to see my mom much which makes my mom and I more emotionally unstable. I think shes an excellent mom but some disagree, but I always stand up for her since she always stands up for me. She is also very sick right now, he is infected with MRSA a new form of Staph and it can b very hard to get rid of. It is very new 10 or so have died and is just now being focused on in the news. She has had it for 6 months and at several points thought she might die. BTW one thing my mom and Rob really get mad about is shutting up. My mom is stubborn and doesn't let things go, and when Rob asks for some quiet time during an argument my mom doesn't listen. I don't blame her but this is why most of their arguments escalate so high, my mom is working on it but Rob is being an asshole. Anyway your thoughts opinion etc. Oh im a highschool student BTW 11th grade.